♥Beautiful Memoir♥

1st June 2010

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screams perfection

conflicted.
I see more than
what I want.
cutting the surface
just to feel [alive] again

with skin- like canvas
treating late nights
like dead poetry
reading too deeply
into something not worth- looking into
and feeling too much
for nothing.

when the ink stops
and tears taste bitter once more
will you remember?
.no i think not.

with the sting of awakening
and my skin
like canvas- way to cluttered

metaphorically speaking
i’ll break
between each
fluctuating- breath.
burning my soul
just [ a little]
m o r e

SO.
tonight i drink
to the art of failing.
watching pieces
of my life
stumble. listening
.to the static.
and
those late nights
that left me

breathless

and that canvas.
all to cluttered
it’s looking more like skin.

I’ll stumble
forming sentances
harmoniously with my nostalgia
like something from
some
fucked up story book.

forming circles
with a carving knife
watching my skin breathe
with these late night
breakdowns.
i’ll
create
landscapes.

and that canvas.
it screams
perfection

this is mine.

1st September 2009

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Guys! THE SECRET TO GETTING LAID!!!

You’re tired of going to the club and going home alone. You’re a good looking guy but the women just aren’t having it. WTF is wrong with you?

You want to go home with someone like this?

Listen up, I’m going to give you a few hints.

Beauty Tips for Men is a common notion that men are less concerned about their looks than women are. But this is just a fraction of the truth and researches show that men too are equally interested in beauty and beauty tips as their opposite sex.
Men have always desired to look masculine and macho, rugged and strong and therefore, dread the thought of admitting their obsession with looks.

If you are someone who harbors similar thoughts, take it easy, as beauty and beauty tips for men have become a well accepted notion in the modern times.

Lets be honest now, guys it’ll be easier for you to get laid if the woman find you attractive. Greasy, grimy, guys are not attractive. If you want the hotties, you gotta dress to empress. Style, confidence and the ability to smell yummy. The last thing a woman wants to do is rub up against a guy at a club who smells like dog.

Facial Tips for Men… Your rugged manly men.

• Clean your face regularly to keep it free of acne and grime. Use a face wash at least twice a day but ensure that the chemical content in it is minimal. Also, to ensure you retain the moisture in your skin, do not use deodorant based soaps for your face. Use a skin toner containing vitamin E or Aloe Vera. While using razors, ensure that it has strip of aloe or vitamin to save you from the after shave burns.
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  If you prefer a rugged look, then visit a salon for a beard or mustache style that best suits your face. Apply a sunscreen before going out and use Vaseline on your lips to keep them from getting dry.

Hair Care Tips for Men

• Hair is one more important part of the body that you need to pay special attention to. You must oil hair regularly or at least on weekends and wash off with a mild shampoo. If you see traces of gray in your hair, then you could use henna packs or hair colors. If you see you hair thinning, then keep your hair short. Long hair needs more care and effort for maintenance and cleanliness. Styling gels can be used to keep your hair in place, but ensure that these do not contain an excess of chemicals. REMEMBER KEEPING YOUR STYLE IS HOT! GREASY OR FLAKY HAIR DUE TO TOO MUCH HAIR PRODUCT, ISN’T HOT!
• Hair on the ear lobes can be embarrassing. To get rid of this unwanted hair you can wax your ear lobes at regular intervals. If you like the bare body look, then waxing the chest can also be a good option. If you don’t like keeping it bare, then keep it trimmed. Women don’t want a yeti.

Body Care Tips for Men

• Manicure and pedicures are a little much however clean your hands and feet and keep them in good shape. Regular exercises and a balanced diet are also necessary for an over all good look.

This is sexy… This is not..

Personality matters! Don’t be a douchebag. Its not attractive. Hope that this helped a little, happy hunting.

26th August 2009

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Normally I’m not a happy person. I don’t know why, and I have never known why.

However these last few months… well have been a wild roller coaster ride, which ironically enough… has left me… happy.

I am not quite sure what to do about this new found happiness… and to be completely honest, I am scared to death.

Suppose I just don’t want this new happiness to end.

* What a silly girl, to be scared of happiness*